Twilight in the Underworld. A profound moment between the mundane world of the Dayside and the path into the magical Nightside, between who I have been, and who I will become.

It begins within, this entrance to the subtle worlds of the ancient entities—our multiverse; a vastness of worlds within worlds for those who wish to see

This I know: The nature of reality is not what it seems.

"One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious."
— C.G. Jung

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Gods I have worked with 
so far on the Draconian path:


An excerpt From the Draconian Ritual Book by Asenath Mason

"We develop our god-like consciousness by 
absorbing the consciousness of other god-forms."

In Draconian rites of invocation the essence of gods and spirits is summoned both into the body and into the mind of the practitioner. This connection with the god-forms occurs on the subconscious level and is translated by the mind of the magician to conscious messages, insights, observations, etc., which can be utilized for the purpose of growth, initiation, and self-awareness.

These forces rise from within in consuming waves of energy, which usually feels ecstatic and overwhelming...

The key to successful invocation is therefore the ability to let go, turn off the normal defense mechanisms that we use in our daily life, and submit ourselves to the experience in totality. Without it we can only catch glimpses of the invoked god-forms, but we will not fully understand or absorb their powers…

The more we struggle to control the experience, the less we benefit from it. What allows us to manifest our intent and hold a firm grip over our magical operations often prevents us from opening ourselves to other forms of consciousness and enter trances of possession.

—From the Draconian Ritual Book (2016), by Asenath Mason, p. 177-178 (emphasis mine)

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Who is Lucifer?

“Lucifer is the name of various figures in folklore associated with the planet Venus. Originally stemming from a son of the personified dawn, the goddess Aurora, in Roman mythology, the entity’s name was subsequently absorbed into Christian folklore [in the Middle Ages] as a name for Satan. Modern scholarship generally translates the term “heylel” in the relevant Bible passage where the Ancient Greek figure’s name was historically used (Isaiah 14:12) as “morning star” or ‘shining one’ rather than as a proper name, Lucifer…” [which in Latin is the name of the morning star].


NOTE: The only other time the term “heylel” is used in the Christian Bible is in Revelation, in which Jesus used the same term to refer to himself.

What is the Qliphoth?

“The Qliphoth is the dark side of the Kabbalah (Qabbalah), and is considered to represent the reverse or occult side of the Tree of Life. It is a diagram of the evil forces or Qliphoth (Hebrew, Shells) assigned to each Sephiroth. They represent the counter-forces of the ten [eleven in the Draconian tradition] divine emanations as described in Lurianic Kabbalah.”


Image adapted from woodcut by Claude Paradin (c. 1510 – 1573)

Alash Tad Al-Ash Tal Ashtu Natz Fahr Atu Infernum Negra

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