Twilight in the Underworld. A profound moment in the last rays of the mundane world of light, and my descent into the dark world of Occult evolution and infernal ascent. This strangely lit place between who I have been, and who I now become.
It begins within, this entrance to the subtle worlds of the ancient entities; a vastness of worlds within worlds for those who wish to see…
The nature of reality is not what it seems.
“I fly and fly, and fly where it is silent, and I am listening.” — Astarte Astaroth
"One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious." — C.G. Jung
Gods and demons, evolution and ascent
Main gods I currently work with as a black magician and sorceress: Lucifer Azazel Belial Set ♦ Lilith Hecate Astarte Santa Muerte
November 8, 2021
What if I can evolve, my being, my consciousness? What if that is real?
What if there are many entities that have an interest in my ascent? In the ascent of those of my kind who choose to evolve.
My willingness and desire to evolve is an unshakeable part of who I am, and it attracts them. They reach out to me throughout my days, tickling my sahasrara (crown) chakra, filling my body with bliss. I feel their light touches upon and inside of me, teaching me things.
Sudden orgasms. The sacred energy.
I could not figure out why entities who are so much older, so much more evolved than me would have anything but a passing interest in me.
This I know: they are here. They don’t go away. They are a part of every day, for me. I know that will never change.
They are not evil. They are not benign. They are nothing if not manifested ascent, manifested antinomianism.
As I am now. Their divinity develops my own.
I see it now. What they are attracted to in me.
It is because my consciousness is evolving.
I want to evolve. I feel the beginnings of my ascent. All the pieces of my life before now have come together, and I know at last who I am.
Already I have been greatly changed. And this change is more important to me than anything else, even life.
And so. The entities are evolving also. Gods, goddesses, demons, spirits. Somehow, we evolve together. They watch those who live on this mundane plane of existence, and connect with certain of us.
Imagine how many people they pass by between each emerging heart and mind, between each of the living vanguard of this, our evolution.
“With feminine consciousness almost nonexistent, the psychological feminine child remains unborn; the masculine consciousness unrelated to its feminine feeling lures her into a fantasy world of perfection totally unrelated to life or to her own body.” — Addiction to Perfection, by Marion Woodman
“I must create a system or be enslaved by another man’s; I will not reason and compare: my business is to create.” — William Blake
CHRISTIAN TOURISTS: Christian tourists are not welcome here. Go get titillated somewhere else. Please leave and take your false god with you. Thank you.
“Desire stands in the great no-man’s land of human activity: the zone of most conflict, fear, and anxiety. It scares us. We are often asked to hate it—by those who claim to have given it up for ‘better’ things, and who often, hypocritically, haven’t.” ―Perry Brass
Twilight in the Underworld
Agios Tzaphoni Ama Lilith Layilil (x6) Ave Lilu Lilitu. Io Lilith. Domina Noctis Ama Lilith Layil Rimog Lilith Lilit Malkah ha'Shadim Renich Viasa Avage Lilith Lirach Agios O Lilith Regina Gamaliel! Layilit-Amashtuti-Lil-I-Theli! Ahi Hay Lilith!
I call upon Lilith, the Storm-Goddess of the Black Moon who manifests as Temptress and Destroyer and Vampyre against the worm called Yahweh. I shall become as a blight unto the insufferable mongrels indentured to Jehovah. I spurn the intrusion of the false god who in desperation strives for acceptance from the masses. I rebuke the messianic pretender Jesus. Death to the emissaries of his embarrassment. They are like unto a blight upon the children of Cain. Alash Tad Al-Ash Tal Ashtu Natz Fahr Atu Infernum Negra