From my conversation today with a fellow Occultist on Discord I have had some time to digest your excellent reply about your path. Yet another person I meet who was called to the path quite young. I always feel jealousy. For whatever reason, I hungered so deeply for the magic I found in books like... Continue Reading →
Working with Azazel for the first time
Today I worked with Azazel for the first time. I meant to work with him last night, but I had a very intense session (and sex, you think I'm kidding) with Set, and decided to wait until tonight. I carved Azazel's name in the red and black candles I then lit for him. I put... Continue Reading →
I rule the ride
"I remember the day I stood in the bewildering chaos and destruction portal known as Walmart, looking around at a massive jumble of things that were all destined for the sewer, the graveyard, or the landfill." I woke up this morning thinking: "I am always trying to figure out what to do with energy." I... Continue Reading →
Christianity is a sham
—Cover art by Fosco Culto— If you are a Christian reading my blog, your Christian mind control is about to kick in big time. You will experience the thrill of witnessing the eternal damnation of a soul! What could be more exciting? You will think that I actually am "slipping towards damnation," "giving up control... Continue Reading →
Becoming Eternal: A Passion in Two Parts
An excerpt from my novel "Dark Shadows Play" — 5,000 words, 15 minute read — PART ONE I am Aedon. I am eternal. I am the progenitor, and Cufure my supplicant; my sustenance, protector, and provider. I was once mortal, a proud son of Cornwall against the Saxon scourge. My descendants, mortal, augmented the Franks, vassals to... Continue Reading →
Death and fire
"Offerings to the inner fire, fuel for the alchemical processes; divinely pressured I begin to shine as the diamond jewel of freedom, the purified gold of ascent." It happened for the first time... that I ever remember. I asked myself what to focus on this evening, and thought of a couple of options... And I... Continue Reading →
Grimoire: Set and Naamah
Art by Cambion Art on Deviant Art I felt called to the altar in early evening. I sacrificed a few drops of blood upon the sigils of Set, Naamah, Lilith, and Belial. I raised kundalini through my spine to my crown. I spoke to Set, and he came to my temple, my bedroom by my... Continue Reading →
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