I feel like I have consolidated the gains of the last 20+ years. I linger here at the crossroads… But what if I should strike now, while the iron is hot? Is it time to move from what is known, to set out on a new path?
I feel the potential for forward movement, but I linger.
I want to own the treasure of potential without grasping it. (I do this a lot).
In Western culture, men must do to be men, but women need only be to be a woman. Does this explain my treasured ambivalence, or mask the traitor that lies within it?
What is next? What becomes NOW?
I am a sorceress, a black magician. What does that mean now? For me?