Hi E___... I had a huge insight. As you know, I experienced a full awakening of my kundalini by a Hindu master at the beginning of 2000, and lived in an ashram for three years. From that time until discovering the Occult a year ago, I experienced intense kundalini and meditation work that has burned away countless karmas and lifetimes of limited understanding (delusions). I was a walking bonfire. This spiritual work was spontaneous and continuous because I was fully committed to and open to it. I chose full on with this arduous, extremely uncomfortable work so I could become free. Since I discovered the Occult in May of last year, and once I had taken a couple of months to learn the basic skills of a black magician, I have done little ceremonial magic. I have an amazing altar, but I do not need to visit it to do magical work. I have experienced spontaneous possession by Lucifer, Belial, and Azazel. I find that I am always connected to Astarte and Set. I have also worked with other Gods/Goddesses and entities who usually come immediately and do profound work with me when I seek to contact them. I have recently connected with Death, and I am now fully connected to the Death Current. I have become fully possessed by Azazel all the time, and enjoy a fully sexual aspect to our relationship. It seems obvious now, but I realize I have been doing intense and constant work with a magical current flowing to me as the shakti of the master who awakened my kundalini, which flows from the great Hindu saint Nityananda. I have lived in the "house" of shakti taking divine form as an ashram. I have been working with the Shree Kundalini/Paramashiva current of Kashmir Shaivism and Advaita Vedanta. I have experienced fully merging with Shiva. I have experienced the presence of Lord Krishna, who is playfully and delightfully subversive. I have connected and worked with other aspects of Shiva as the gods and goddesses of the Hindu pantheon. Here is the insight: Since I was fully and continuously open to work with Shree Kundalini, I was fully possessed by her (she is the active aspect of Shiva; the opposite of Western conceptions of the male as active and the female as passive). After 20+ years of this work, I now experience continual possession by Azazel, and immediate possession in my magical work with other entities. I did the work of continual possession, and of immediate possession. I did the work of advanced meditation, through which I can now immediately choose and actively control many subtle versions of trance and trance states. This is why I don't need ceremonial magic. This is why I experience continual possession by Azazel. The kundalini current has flowed into the Azazel current. I am blessed beyond all words and conceptions of good fortune. ~Astarte
More about the great Hindu saint Bhagavan Nityananda here.