A record of my ascent by Astarte Astaroth
EXCERPT: While simply calling the name of most entities will cause an automatic psychic connection to establish itself, what is needed to facilitate the evocation and full materialization of the entity is substantial contact with the desired entity. This contact is sensed and is recognized almost invariably when it is made, and is often described... Continue Reading →
Sorry it didn't work out for (all of) us to get together (for a group ritual). We need to do that soon. VOUDON RITUALS Wet head being fill vacuum being brought into the head back up from full possession snakes twine together Azazel pulling me to ritual depths Alabaster, spearmint, lemons, bowl of water cover... Continue Reading →
The cock has crowed; I renounce thrice All that might enslave me Blind obedience Guilt and shame Fear and doubt I renounce fear and doubt I pivot on this inner point of old despair to embrace what is shining and now my developing intellect my growing power my unflinching progress There will be no weeping... Continue Reading →
I have met him. I did not know who I needed. I only knew that I needed and wanted the ultimate prize: to be completely transformed. To begin another lifetime in the same body. But I did not know yet that I wanted to be consumed... to be devoured. My hunger for this act of... Continue Reading →
E______. Hail brother. You mentioned Satan. I was intrigued and scared to work with him (Christian mind control). His possession of me is VERY POWERFUL, the strongest I have ever felt. I have a hard time not falling asleep when I work with him. I tried to evoke him to physical manifestation (I haven't tried... Continue Reading →
Hail, and well met, __________. Thank you for your intriguing DM. I would love to get to know you more. Since finding the occult a year ago, I have (so far) been a solitary practitioner with online connections to occult learning about the skills of invocation/evocation, astral travel, etc. I have always been an adept... Continue Reading →
—Image from cover of 'Hallowed Ground' by Death Dealer—I love this "dark academia" portrayal of evocation. The parchment spell is seen floating downward from the magician's open hand. I don't expect my first demon evocation to full manifestation to be quite this dramatic.— Calling Upon Hell, by E.A. Koetting An excerpt from "Works of Darkness:... Continue Reading →
Ack, I am back in the soup. Doubt and fear. Fear and doubt. I face these as my enemy. The line against them is broken, I fall back. Reeling backwards into the familiar fox hole of my life of hiding. No! I might be in this hole again... It might feel inevitable... BUT the energies... Continue Reading →
A note to Christian tourists: I have given you a lot to work with here. Imagine: I offered my soul to Satan! This is such a thrilling thing for you to read about. How exciting it is for you misunderstand my world. All Christians do. All those from Abrahamic religions do. Meanwhile, your god enslaves... Continue Reading →
Hi E____, I'll bet you know immediately what I am talking about if I say that as someone raised Mormon, I am plagued by doubt. Self-questioning and examination. Re-examination. Endless...! Am I fooling myself? Has the devil's deception begun to take root in my day to day life? In the very things I care most... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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