Sorry it didn't work out for (all of) us to get together (for a group ritual).
We need to do that soon.
Wet head being
fill vacuum being brought into the head
back up from full possession
snakes twine together
Azazel pulling me to ritual depths
Alabaster, spearmint, lemons, bowl of water
cover with white cloth
place in sun and moonlight for three days
use to wash head
opens crown chakra
Wrap fingers into hemispheres, open
two souls, the immortal and the little angel
corpse (of what is old/has died) is still in me
cast it out
put in a glass or ceramic jar (amber)
with sigil on the lid
(How dispose of?)
Five serpents in my aura
(PERSONAL NOTE: Azazel, Belial, Satan, Death, Set)
Entities I'm working with
Unconscious work, stimulating various (forms of) growth
Crazy new puberty, coming of age
MANIFESTING TO VISIBLE FORM
Nice dinner with first date
reach into myself
What does Azazel like?
what candles, how many, where?
What type and how much incense?
(See Evocation of Eternity book)
Internalize, and PUSH them off of me
Shift them away into the triangle
As exhale, funnel energy
from Kundalini, energy from the air/ground
Drop deep inside of self
(masturbate for divine energy/frenzy?)
Keep from the vacuum of pulling them back into me
Say out loud what I see
'I can see you in the candle, in the incense'
First few attempts
Vision, go black
Give me power to withstand experience
Repeat/repetition of ceremony
Third time great breakthrough
Make some minor adjustments
All gods are within me
Bring them to the surface
Let them press through my form
Azazel pushing against my skin
Few minutes of them full seeded from my body
Solidify my ascent in them
Dark goddess exists as dark star (somewhere)
Me: I'm friends with one of the most powerful black magicians in the world...
Him: [NOT A FLICKER OF EGO IN HIM. NOT A FLICKER.]
Me: And now I know one of Lavey's inner circle.
Him: I believe we are all coming together now, we are finding each other.
WARNING: REALLY STRONG SAFE WORD (about D_____). He said this over and over.
"So, do you think you can do that?" [physical manifestation]
"Most people don't get this stuff when I talk about it."
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