A record of my ascent as a theistic Satanist and black magician by Astarte Astaroth
—Estella Canziani 'Satan Awakening His Legions' (1913)— CHRISTIAN TOURISTS Christian tourists are not welcome here. Go get titillated somewhere else. Please leave and take your false god with you. Thank you. I am making a momentous decision, to join the coven of theistic Satanists that I have been working with. To decide to whether I... Continue Reading →
I recently attended one of E.A. Koetting's (excellent) live streams in which I made a comment that started a conversation about "politics" as a suitable subject in the live stream chat. Because of the blocking of unknown words that have been set to not be able to use in his live stream discussions—a common and... Continue Reading →
Lord Sathanas has touched me before during rituals with him. Once he touched my temple right next to my eye, and I realized later this changed my sight somehow. Today in my ritual, after I was done with opening mantras and offered praise and devotion, my body possessed leaned forward until I was bowing, bowing... Continue Reading →
—Art by Daniele Valeriani— Huge progress! Yay for me. I finally got I should do magic with the intention to use it to break through the barriers I run up against in myself when I try to get started, and while I am doing magic. Now I ask the entity I am working with to... Continue Reading →
Lord. Lord Sathanas. I partake of you. You are my sacrament. Lord. Lord Sathanas. If you will give this to me. If this is your gift... To fill me magic, with the real, and continuous, and FULL delight of complete soul transformation... to possess me as the genesis and development of my divinity, of my... Continue Reading →
I sat down to do a "ritual" with Lord Sathanas. Ultimate minimalism. I lit the red candles, low and exquisite light. I said nothing. I only waited. What would happen? As I waited, I felt the intense trance start that I had the first couple of times I worked with Sathanas. So intense it was... Continue Reading →
Not everything worth writing (blogging) about is glamorous. Fun. Exciting. Some of it is shit. Ugly. Embarrassing. I have an arrangement with myself that is OLD and IN THE WAY. I only do things when I feel like it. This gives me a tiny glimmer of freedom. A way of staying out of the real... Continue Reading →
I have an idea for a book. I have been wanting to write a book about the occult, an occult book for the practitioner of the dark arts, of magic. I have an idea! And... I think the book is about an energy that will "write the book itself." Because it is intelligent energy, energy... Continue Reading →
—Cover image, detail from 'Jerusalem The Emanation of the Giant Albion' by William Blake, plate 53, printed in 1821— —Quoted text, from 'The Four-Fold Imagination,' essay on Aeon.co by Mark Vernon— "At the time, there were few with the eyes to see and ears to hear him [William Blake]. The industrial age was booming, manifesting the insights... Continue Reading →
I glorify Thy name, Thou Shining One Lord of Righteousness: Spirit Sublime Lucifer, Angel of the Black Sun. I receive Thee. I embrace Thee. Thine Essence-Dark hast bathed my Soul: Baptism of the Black-Light. Thy servant am I. Thou, who art the Infernal God of Truth: Adoration I give unto Thee. Awaken those who have... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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