“Expectation is a prison.” —Robert Fripp
I am a theistic Satanist, black magician, and demon sorceress.
I am a lifelong scholar. I have a BA in Psychology from the University of California Santa Cruz and an MA in Clinical Counseling from the University of San Francisco. I have worked as a therapist in private practice.
I currently live in the chaos matrix and destruction portal known as Las Vegas.
ENERGY and CONSCIOUSNESS
Life for me has always been about the subtle world of energy. I love every moment of thrilling energy... increasing energy, directing energy, accumulating the energy that fuels my spiritual and magical ascent.
MAGIC, KUNDALINI ENERGY, and SEX
As a black magician, my transformation is fueled by the divine energy, a manifestation of Kundalini shakti.
I am a yogi adept with over twenty years experience with intensive Kundalini shakti work and meditation. (I am not a “yoga chick.” Don’t piss me off).
I have over twenty-five years of experience with BDSM Sex and advanced sexual techniques. BDSM works directly with that which is taboo, chaotic, and repressed, reintegrating these deep sources of denied and sequestered energy as intense pleasure which is CONSENSUALLY shared as a source of deep and uniquely satisfying intimacy.
I have written multiple novels and short stories. My latest project is a work of non-fiction about my experiences in the Occult. My most recent dark, novel length fiction is a m/m slash novella called A Love Made From Evil.
A BADASS NAME
Sooo… How DID a badass sorceress get a badass name like ASTARTE ASTAROTH? It was given to me by Astarte when I idly wondered if this powerful, kickass goddess might be my magical namesake. Her immediate answer was a rush of “YES” energy, but the answer was not simply Astarte. Astarte Astaroth. Go large from the start. Okay then.
“LUCIFER: They say what they must sing and say on pain
Of being that which I am and thou art–
Of spirits and of men.
CAIN: And what is that?
LUCIFER: Souls who dare use their immortality,
Souls who dare look the omnipotent tyrant in
His everlasting face and tell him that
His evil is not good!”
― Lord Byron, Cain a Mystery
Twilight in the Underworld
CHRISTIAN TOURISTS: Christian tourists are not welcome here. Go get titillated somewhere else. Please leave and take your false god with you. Thank you.