A record of my ascent as a theistic Satanist and black magician by Astarte Astaroth
17 October I have been divided by Lord Satan. There is no room left inside of me where the limited and the unlimited of my ascent can touch and overlap. It is PAINFUL as the one I have been dies. It is PAINFUL, this still-birth of the one I thought I was, the dark and... Continue Reading →
Invocation of Satan Ritual to install Lord Satan in the temple of my heart Agios Satanas, Salve Sathanas Numinous is Satanas, Blessed is Sathanas Tasa Reme Laris Satan Sathanas, Sathan, Sathanel Ave Satanas, Ave Ave Hail Satan, Bearer of Chaos, the Great Adversary Hail unto Satanas, Lord over All, the Great Accuser Patron of Alchemy... Continue Reading →
—Banner image from video by Behemoth-X, thank you Mr. Nunn— I was watching a video with a ritual and mantra to Satan. I started to type an email to Mr. Nunn, asking if he would share with me the words of the mantra. I only made it a little way into the email. Suddenly I... Continue Reading →
I intended to work with Bartzabel, having created a ritual and researched his sigil, to which I offered blood (using a lancet), but I was impressed instead to work with Lord Satanas. I lit the brazier fire with drops of my blood in front of Baphomet—the representation of Lord Satan at the center of my... Continue Reading →
RITUAL TO SUMMON BARTZABEL Invoking the spirit of the planet Mars Ritual I adapted from the song 'Bartzabel' by Behemoth Original version of ritual to Bartzabel was recorded by Aleister Crowley in 1910 “Bartzabel Working” - An Evocation of the Spirit of Mars" This, my own ritual, is adapted and created by Astarte Astaroth, myself... Continue Reading →
Astarte is the goddess, the embodiment of the divine feminine. One of her titles was the Queen of Heaven. The Mesopotamian Goddess Astarte was closely associated with the goddesses Innana and Ishtar. The Mesopotamian region is known as the “Cradle of Civilization,” having begun the domestication of animals and the development of agriculture, and creating... Continue Reading →
I FEEL COMPLETELY REMADE. I now speak with action in ritual (and in life). Now the words of my rituals feel authentic to me. They feel real. And now the words I make with others also sound authentic in a way they didn't before. I was down inside, trying to translate across a gap, my social... Continue Reading →
Set has been calling to me. I see the Crimson Desert in my mind, then walk amongst the immense, colorful columns crowned with stylized lotus and papyrus blossoms, following the whisps of smoke trailing upon the incense perfumed air. I find myself in the soaring temple of a past life... loving you, worshiping you. The... Continue Reading →
I had an AMAZING ritual with Sathanas last night. Pressing with intense energy on my third-eye for a long time. Falling through a crack in the rolling, moonlit fields of sagebrush, suddenly in the world below, a world where evil is not tethered. Surrounded by evil, my entire chest cavity went cold. I walked down... Continue Reading →
The hum of the engine, the subtle roar of the tires on the ribbon of asphalt so close beneath me, the warmth of the heater, curled in bliss in the unspeakable dark, my parents’ near and murmuring voices above me… the quieting, winding down of the engine, jostled as we were turning at last onto... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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