Christianity is a sham

Whoever came up with Jesus was just goofing around, or something. Okay, they were serious, you say. (I know this sounds far-fetched. But there is actually some evidence to question whether the Jesus of the New Testament was a real person, whether many of the events of the New Testament actually happened. I'm talking scholarly... Continue Reading →

Best day ever… EVER

Art by Mateusz Twardoch - NOTE: I am bipolar and I was manic as hell on this day. When I am manic, it feels like everything I've ever wanted is dropping into place. Not that it isn't. But things look different when mundane reality eventually seeps back in a few days (or weeks) later. My... Continue Reading →

Grimoire: Seth

I felt a few energetic tickles while I was watching TV. I shut off the TV, and took a shower, then settled in front of my altar. I have discovered that Seth (Set, Seth) likes it when I stroke his statue. I stroke down his long nose, and on his funny ears. His arms, his... Continue Reading →

Leaning into dissolving ego

JOURNAL — Sep 21 2021 — I have been completely miserable starting the day after E.A. Koetting's live chat on the 15th. During the live chat, I experienced a huge flow of blissful energy coming through E.A. and his channel into me. He spoke to me near the end. The next day, I could not... Continue Reading →

Grimoire: My communion with the Dark Gods

Banner from Lucifer Speaks video by Behemoth-X "The key to successful invocation is therefore the ability to let go, turn off the normal defense mechanisms that we use in our daily life, and submit ourselves to the experience in totality." —Asenath Mason, Draconian Ritual Book The Dark Bible by HE XIAOSONG on ArtStation Subtle temple—made... Continue Reading →

Grimoire: Evocation of Belial

I have been taking a break from a second daily ritual in the morning. After Belial's teaching, I wanted to do a ritual this morning. I have this evening "off." I added more food offerings to the plate at the altar and took my ritual bath, preparing myself for ritual, scenting my body, and donning... Continue Reading →

Demon King Belial

I was working with the great Demon King Belial in my ritual workings this evening. The sixth day of my work with him, and the last in this series. I took a plate of sweet strawberries to the altar awhile before it was time to begin, and I felt his love in my heart as... Continue Reading →

The crucible of bliss

— From the Draconian Ritual Book (2016), by Asenath Mason, p. 177, (emphasis mine) — THE PROCESS OF ASCENT ON THE DRACONIAN PATH: My experience of being transformed by bliss In Draconian rites of invocation the essence of gods and spirits is summoned both into the body and into the mind of the practitioner. This... Continue Reading →

Real life on the astral plane

This is the moment, the moment of all moments, the dream that I have dreamed my entire life. I have found my way at last. I knew as a girl that I would never have children. Somehow I already knew that my life held a different purpose, one that I was to discover. I have... Continue Reading →

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