Speaking with action: a game changer

I FEEL COMPLETELY REMADE. I now speak with action in ritual (and in life). Now the words of my rituals feel authentic to me. They feel real. And now the words I make with others also sound authentic in a way they didn't before. I was down inside, trying to translate across a gap, my social... Continue Reading →

Untethered evil

I had an AMAZING ritual with Sathanas last night. Pressing with intense energy on my third-eye for a long time. Falling through a crack in the rolling, moonlit fields of sagebrush, suddenly in the world below, a world where evil is not tethered. Surrounded by evil, my entire chest cavity went cold. I walked down... Continue Reading →

Three nights with Lord Sathanas

I have performed three evening rituals over the last three days without recording them in my grimoire (which is part of this blog). I need to catch up. All three have been similar in that at a certain point in the ritual, after I feel the bliss of trance and internal energy work of possession... Continue Reading →

Lord Sathanas touching me

Lord Sathanas has touched me before during rituals with him. Once he touched my temple right next to my eye, and I realized later this changed my sight somehow. Today in my ritual, after I was done with opening mantras and offered praise and devotion, my body possessed leaned forward until I was bowing, bowing... Continue Reading →

Working with Lord Sathanas

E______. Hail brother. You mentioned Satan. I was intrigued and scared to work with him (Christian mind control). His possession of me is VERY POWERFUL, the strongest I have ever felt. I have a hard time not falling asleep when I work with him. I tried to evoke him to physical manifestation (I haven't tried... Continue Reading →

Calling a demon to physical manifestation

—Image from cover of 'Hallowed Ground' by Death Dealer—I love this "dark academia" portrayal of evocation. The parchment spell is seen floating downward from the magician's open hand. I don't expect my first demon evocation to full manifestation to be quite this dramatic.— Calling Upon Hell, by E.A. Koetting An excerpt from "Works of Darkness:... Continue Reading →

Working with Belial

Working with Belial again. It has been several months since he "passed me on" to work with Set. I started by calling him to my temple, but he did not come. I said "I'm afraid," and I felt him comforting me. I began to settle down, eventually into a trance. I saw him with his... Continue Reading →

More visions

A vision. The latest of several. Having visions is new for me. I usually receive transformative consciousness as energy in my body. The primary, initial vision: I am a huge energy being at least four to five times bigger than my mundane body size. I am "floating," with energy rippling outward in all directions, emanating... Continue Reading →

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