Christianity is a sham

Whoever came up with Jesus was just goofing around, or something. Okay, they were serious, you say. (I know this sounds far-fetched. But there is actually some evidence to question whether the Jesus of the New Testament was a real person, whether many of the events of the New Testament actually happened. I'm talking scholarly... Continue Reading →

Death and fire

"Offerings to the inner fire, fuel for the alchemical processes; divinely pressured I begin to shine as the diamond jewel of freedom, the purified gold of ascent." It happened for the first time... that I ever remember. I asked myself what to focus on this evening, and thought of a couple of options... And I... Continue Reading →

Best day ever… EVER

Art by Mateusz Twardoch - NOTE: I am bipolar and I was manic as hell on this day. When I am manic, it feels like everything I've ever wanted is dropping into place. Not that it isn't. But things look different when mundane reality eventually seeps back in a few days (or weeks) later. My... Continue Reading →

Getting real

September 26, 2021 Let's get real. I am rejecting my life before now. I cut the threads when I was working with Arachne. I will trade everything about my world for magic. Is this wise? I do know that there is nothing more important to me than the things I believe I will achieve with... Continue Reading →

Leaning into dissolving ego

JOURNAL — Sep 21 2021 — I have been completely miserable starting the day after E.A. Koetting's live chat on the 15th. During the live chat, I experienced a huge flow of blissful energy coming through E.A. and his channel into me. He spoke to me near the end. The next day, I could not... Continue Reading →

What is the Left-Hand Path of Magic?

An excerpt from “Lords and Ladies of the Left Hand Path: Forbidden Practices and Spiritual Heresies” (2012) by Stephen E. Flowers, Ph.D – 800 words, 3.5 minute read – There are two major criteria for being considered a true lord (or lady) of the left-hand path: deification of the self and antinomianism. DEIFICATION OF THE... Continue Reading →

Grimoire: Belial, Without a Master

JOURNAL September 10 2021 Art from Iron Cthulhu Apocalypse "100 Songs: Necronomicon / Dead Names" I am so contracted I can hardly breathe. I have met the enemy on the battlefield. The enemy is fear. I drew two cards: The inner and outer path to deal with fear: The World, and the Four of Wands.... Continue Reading →

Grimoire: My communion with the Dark Gods

Banner from Lucifer Speaks video by Behemoth-X "The key to successful invocation is therefore the ability to let go, turn off the normal defense mechanisms that we use in our daily life, and submit ourselves to the experience in totality." —Asenath Mason, Draconian Ritual Book The Dark Bible by HE XIAOSONG on ArtStation Subtle temple—made... Continue Reading →

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