A record of my ascent as a theistic Satanist and black magician by Astarte Astaroth
Eric reads my question: Astarte Astaroth says: "I feel the Nine Demonic Gatekeepers each grasping my spine in a row. I felt this yesterday. You know that I don't really do ceremonial magic at this point. Do you have advice on how I might informally work with their presence?" Great question, Astarte. If you feel... Continue Reading →
"Expectation is a prison." ~ Robert Fripp It just would not do. It is and would be a trap, a trap that would become eternal if I set out on my eternal path from that place. I am standing here. I stand here, still at the very place where I found my Lord, my allies,... Continue Reading →
Illustration from E.A. Koetting live stream interview with Martin McGreggor: odysee.com/@EAKoetting/ea-martin-interview The Self-Deification spellwork is available on BALG here: becomealivinggod.com/deificationmagick I haven't read The Deification Spellbook, or taken the course. However, some of the themes and stages explored in this summary for Martin McGreggor's contributions to the book describe the changes that have been happening... Continue Reading →
December 28th ~ E.A. Koetting live stream ~ My comment in live stream chat ~ time stamp 1:15:20 Astarte Astaroth... ding ding... there's my real vibes bell. Astarte thank you for your support, I appreciate you. You say... (Eric reads my comment): — My cosmology got blown up. I thought I was on THE path,... Continue Reading →
I recently attended one of E.A. Koetting's (excellent) live streams in which I made a comment that started a conversation about "politics" as a suitable subject in the live stream chat. Because of the blocking of unknown words that have been set to not be able to use in his live stream discussions—a common and... Continue Reading →
I feel new. A surge of immense power. Everything has shifted. The shift that happens as a singularity in a moment of time. The shift, Eric said. The shift is the breadcrumb that goes all the way down. There was a moment. The moment when the divine presence of the entities changed from the experience... Continue Reading →
I attended E.A. Koetting’s live stream this week on Odysee, and have transcribed the comments that were most helpful, and also his comments to me that are so encouraging and fun. Eric has live streams on Odysee most Wednesdays at 11a my time (USA Pacific Time). E.A. Koetting Live Stream on Odysee - 30 June 28:40... Continue Reading →
Sorry it didn't work out for (all of) us to get together (for a group ritual). We need to do that soon. VOUDON RITUALS Wet head being fill vacuum being brought into the head back up from full possession snakes twine together Azazel pulling me to ritual depths Alabaster, spearmint, lemons, bowl of water cover... Continue Reading →
—Image from cover of 'Hallowed Ground' by Death Dealer—I love this "dark academia" portrayal of evocation. The parchment spell is seen floating downward from the magician's open hand. I don't expect my first demon evocation to full manifestation to be quite this dramatic.— Calling Upon Hell, by E.A. Koetting An excerpt from "Works of Darkness:... Continue Reading →
Hi E___... I had a huge insight. As you know, I experienced a full awakening of my kundalini by a Hindu master at the beginning of 2000, and lived in an ashram for three years. From that time until discovering the Occult a year ago, I experienced intense kundalini and meditation work that has burned... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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