A record of my ascent as a theistic Satanist and black magician by Astarte Astaroth
Astarte is the goddess, the embodiment of the divine feminine. One of her titles was the Queen of Heaven. The Mesopotamian Goddess Astarte was closely associated with the goddesses Innana and Ishtar. The Mesopotamian region is known as the “Cradle of Civilization,” having begun the domestication of animals and the development of agriculture, and creating... Continue Reading →
I FEEL COMPLETELY REMADE. I now speak with action in ritual (and in life). Now the words of my rituals feel authentic to me. They feel real. And now the words I make with others also sound authentic in a way they didn't before. I was down inside, trying to translate across a gap, my social... Continue Reading →
I dreamed that a tooth was loose, very loose. It was in the front, on the bottom. Finally I lifted it out. It wasn't connected. Then something happened and I forgot I was holding it, and found I had dropped it. I could not find it. I looked at my teeth in a mirror. They... Continue Reading →
A day I have prepared for, perhaps all of my life. How I have longed to experience magic in a group setting. And the morning has come for the day of my first group ritual, the first ritual with the Coven I am being initiated into. The usual nicotine rush from my first hit of... Continue Reading →
—Estella Canziani 'Satan Awakening His Legions' (1913)— CHRISTIAN TOURISTS Christian tourists are not welcome here. Go get titillated somewhere else. Please leave and take your false god with you. Thank you. I am making a momentous decision, to join the coven of theistic Satanists that I have been working with. To decide to whether I... Continue Reading →
Lord Sathanas has touched me before during rituals with him. Once he touched my temple right next to my eye, and I realized later this changed my sight somehow. Today in my ritual, after I was done with opening mantras and offered praise and devotion, my body possessed leaned forward until I was bowing, bowing... Continue Reading →
—Art by Daniele Valeriani— Huge progress! Yay for me. I finally got I should do magic with the intention to use it to break through the barriers I run up against in myself when I try to get started, and while I am doing magic. Now I ask the entity I am working with to... Continue Reading →
Lord. Lord Sathanas. I partake of you. You are my sacrament. Lord. Lord Sathanas. If you will give this to me. If this is your gift... To fill me magic, with the real, and continuous, and FULL delight of complete soul transformation... to possess me as the genesis and development of my divinity, of my... Continue Reading →
I sat down to do a "ritual" with Lord Sathanas. Ultimate minimalism. I lit the red candles, low and exquisite light. I said nothing. I only waited. What would happen? As I waited, I felt the intense trance start that I had the first couple of times I worked with Sathanas. So intense it was... Continue Reading →
I have an idea for a book. I have been wanting to write a book about the occult, an occult book for the practitioner of the dark arts, of magic. I have an idea! And... I think the book is about an energy that will "write the book itself." Because it is intelligent energy, energy... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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