A dark connection made

Hail, and well met, __________. Thank you for your intriguing DM. I would love to get to know you more. Since finding the occult a year ago, I have (so far) been a solitary practitioner with online connections to occult learning about the skills of invocation/evocation, astral travel, etc. I have always been an adept... Continue Reading →

The wheel of aligned energies

Ack, I am back in the soup. Doubt and fear. Fear and doubt. I face these as my enemy. The line against them is broken, I fall back. Reeling backwards into the familiar fox hole of my life of hiding. No! I might be in this hole again... It might feel inevitable... BUT the energies... Continue Reading →

Battling the mind control of doubt

Hi E____, I'll bet you know immediately what I am talking about if I say that as someone raised Mormon, I am plagued by doubt. Self-questioning and examination. Re-examination. Endless...! Am I fooling myself? Has the devil's deception begun to take root in my day to day life? In the very things I care most... Continue Reading →

Listening

—Cover art from The Instant by Amy Liptrot— I am not trying to get anywhere. I have arrived. I surf the moments, the river of experience, of transformation and ascent. Only someone who could understand me... if I said I had been waiting all of my life for my life to begin... can understand what... Continue Reading →

Breaking the brittle world

I sank into deep meditation, but again I realized it was a trance, and that this was somewhat different. It wasn't so much about stilling my mind, as it was opening to transforming energies. This time I was in a deeply altered state that I don't remember experiencing before. I could feel myself being transformed,... Continue Reading →

Here, beyond all that is known

I find myself in a box. One that I made for myself. One I have never thought outside of, and so, the one I never acted outside of. I have been ambitious all my life. My ambition has made me serious to a fault. But my ambition was and has not been a gamble. My... Continue Reading →

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