A record of my ascent as a theistic Satanist and black magician by Astarte Astaroth
Set has been calling to me. I see the Crimson Desert in my mind, then walk amongst the immense, colorful columns crowned with stylized lotus and papyrus blossoms, following the whisps of smoke trailing upon the incense perfumed air. I find myself in the soaring temple of a past life... loving you, worshiping you. The... Continue Reading →
The hum of the engine, the subtle roar of the tires on the ribbon of asphalt so close beneath me, the warmth of the heater, curled in bliss in the unspeakable dark, my parents’ near and murmuring voices above me… the quieting, winding down of the engine, jostled as we were turning at last onto... Continue Reading →
Not everything worth writing (blogging) about is glamorous. Fun. Exciting. Some of it is shit. Ugly. Embarrassing. I have an arrangement with myself that is OLD and IN THE WAY. I only do things when I feel like it. This gives me a tiny glimmer of freedom. A way of staying out of the real... Continue Reading →
I have an idea for a book. I have been wanting to write a book about the occult, an occult book for the practitioner of the dark arts, of magic. I have an idea! And... I think the book is about an energy that will "write the book itself." Because it is intelligent energy, energy... Continue Reading →
The cock has crowed; I renounce thrice All that might enslave me Blind obedience Guilt and shame Fear and doubt I renounce fear and doubt I pivot on this inner point of old despair to embrace what is shining and now my developing intellect my growing power my unflinching progress There will be no weeping... Continue Reading →
You are that which I turn to in myself my Beloved That part of me that also consists of you... All of me That which quickens in me I carry you, but I am the child You grow inside of me, as me I feel the torrent of you, close like the bloodstream droning sounds... Continue Reading →
DEATH I SUMMON Death I have become. Death has become me. I cause the black earth to open its gates, for I have buried a creature of flesh within thee. The blackened putrid soul of the dead has covered and coalesced within this offering of mortal flesh, my heart. Let a single drop of death's... Continue Reading →
An excerpt from my novel "Dark Shadows Play" — 5,000 words, 15 minute read — PART ONE I am Aedon. I am eternal. I am the progenitor, and Cufure my supplicant; my sustenance, protector, and provider. I was once mortal, a proud son of Cornwall against the Saxon scourge. My descendants, mortal, augmented the Franks, vassals to... Continue Reading →
Lucifer, my lover Art by Loish on ArtStation You are here You are here inside me Like a lover You are real Everything is changing You are changing me This place inside... I feel your velvet touch Everything before now Means something different now My life was empty Death claimed me more than once Now... Continue Reading →
— Mildly suggestive — I am a mage. This happened to me in the subtle world, where I live. Set holds the royal Ankh in His right hand, and the staff which imitates the shape of His head in His left SET, a God of ancients Lord of the Crimson Sands Mighty and fierce, Proud... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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