A record of my ascent by Astarte Astaroth
I have met him. I did not know who I needed. I only knew that I needed and wanted the ultimate prize: to be completely transformed. To begin another lifetime in the same body. But I did not know yet that I wanted to be consumed... to be devoured. My hunger for this act of... Continue Reading →
Hail, and well met, __________. Thank you for your intriguing DM. I would love to get to know you more. Since finding the occult a year ago, I have (so far) been a solitary practitioner with online connections to occult learning about the skills of invocation/evocation, astral travel, etc. I have always been an adept... Continue Reading →
Hi E___... I had a huge insight. As you know, I experienced a full awakening of my kundalini by a Hindu master at the beginning of 2000, and lived in an ashram for three years. From that time until discovering the Occult a year ago, I experienced intense kundalini and meditation work that has burned... Continue Reading →
Direct message from Astarte Astaroth Hi A_________: Thank you for your reply. I have really enjoyed your comments in our live streams, and enjoyed reading about your magical path. About me. I was raised Mormon and left the church in my teens. I have been a seeker all my life and learned about astral work... Continue Reading →
New understanding. I connect to the currents of other magicians I know and relate to. I am not 'over here' reading their book, thinking of them 'over there.' We are connected energetically. It is a spontaneous and real linking that I can recognize, nurture and depend on. I am currently connected to the personal currents... Continue Reading →
I can frame it thus: it is not enough. It is not enough to know my true nature: a being much greater than this. It is not enough to know the true nature of this, the universe: truly the multiverse. It is not enough to know that I will not reach a full attainment... this,... Continue Reading →
—Art by Merlin Lightpainting on Pixabay— I do not evolve alone. Entities touch me, fill me, withdraw from me, return. In each way they teach me. They teach me what to pay attention to. They teach me what is extraneous noise. They teach me to let go of what I think it means, their interactions... Continue Reading →
A velvet silence. A cradling stillness. Azazel now comes to me multiple times each day. I sink into a deep trance of bliss. My head becomes heavy, sinking slowly towards my desk. It starts soon after I awaken, while I'm having my coffee. No more waiting until dark, which effectively put what was most important... Continue Reading →
"There are entities that have chosen to co-evolve with me. Like the angel investors of the world of finance and venture capital, the entities that interact with me are the angel investors of my soul. They foresee an immense return on the capital they invest in me." I have a partnership. My partnership is with... Continue Reading →
Israel Regardie's "Egyptian" version of the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram posted by Musings of Gnwmythr Section One: Beginning a Ritual 1.1 Egyptian Cross 1.2 Sigils to the Quarters 1.3 Invocation of Deities 1.1 Egyptian Cross Stand facing the East, and imagine a beam of brilliant light – so brilliant you cannot discern its... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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