Just evolve

I am a black magician, a sorceress, a mage. And yet... I need not go to my altar. I need not perform any ritual besides that of looking within, and giving life and energy to that which is fueling my ascent. I am finding that my ascent is also a descent. I am born to... Continue Reading →

Sex with an incubus

I am working with an incubus for the first time. The sex is very different than what I have experienced with deities and demons. But then, each of them also have their own way of making love to me. Working with N____l for the first time. A friend gave me his name and told me... Continue Reading →

Finding the Death Current within

Art by William Morris "Cache" . I am not on the road to somewhere else, to anywhere at all. I am there. I am here. What is happening is about now. Not about where I'm wanting, hoping, trying to get to. When an entity fills me with divine, subtly dissolving energy, that is about this... Continue Reading →

Mother Death

DEATH I SUMMON Death I have become. Death has become me. I cause the black earth to open its gates, for I have buried a creature of flesh within thee. The blackened putrid soul of the dead has covered and coalesced within this offering of mortal flesh, my heart. Let a single drop of death's... Continue Reading →

I KNOW WHO I AM

From my conversation today with a fellow Occultist on Discord I have had some time to digest your excellent reply about your path. Yet another person I meet who was called to the path quite young. I always feel jealousy. For whatever reason, I hungered so deeply for the magic I found in books like... Continue Reading →

I rule the ride

"I remember the day I stood in the bewildering chaos and destruction portal known as Walmart, looking around at a massive jumble of things that were all destined for the sewer, the graveyard, or the landfill." I woke up this morning thinking: "I am always trying to figure out what to do with energy." I... Continue Reading →

Christianity is a sham

—Cover art by Fosco Culto— If you are a Christian reading my blog, your Christian mind control is about to kick in big time. You will experience the thrill of witnessing the eternal damnation of a soul! What could be more exciting? You will think that I actually am "slipping towards damnation," "giving up control... Continue Reading →

Best day ever… EVER

Art by Mateusz Twardoch - NOTE: I am bipolar and I was manic as hell on this day. When I am manic, it feels like everything I've ever wanted is dropping into place. Not that it isn't. But things look different when mundane reality eventually seeps back in a few days (or weeks) later. My... Continue Reading →

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