It is happening

It is happening. It has taken most of the month of January. To stop. To stop being driven. I spent a year building and maturing my business. I've done quite well. And I have been obsessed, an obsession that lasted every day for most of the day. Since November 2021. I was instructed. To stop.... Continue Reading →

Becoming divine: Choosing to let go of who and what I have been

Illustration from E.A. Koetting live stream interview with Martin McGreggor: odysee.com/@EAKoetting/ea-martin-interview The Self-Deification spellwork is available on BALG here: becomealivinggod.com/deificationmagick I haven't read The Deification Spellbook, or taken the course. However, some of the themes and stages explored in this summary for Martin McGreggor's contributions to the book describe the changes that have been happening... Continue Reading →

Ritual to install Satan in the temple of my heart

Invocation of Satan Ritual to install Lord Satan in the temple of my heart Agios Satanas, Salve Sathanas Numinous is Satanas, Blessed is Sathanas Tasa Reme Laris Satan Sathanas, Sathan, Sathanel Ave Satanas, Ave Ave Hail Satan, Bearer of Chaos, the Great Adversary Hail unto Satanas, Lord over All, the Great Accuser Patron of Alchemy... Continue Reading →

Consecrating my heart to Satan

—Banner image from video by Behemoth-X, thank you Mr. Nunn— I was watching a video with a ritual and mantra to Satan. I started to type an email to Mr. Nunn, asking if he would share with me the words of the mantra. I only made it a little way into the email. Suddenly I... Continue Reading →

Ritual to summon Bartzabel

RITUAL TO SUMMON BARTZABEL Invoking the spirit of the planet Mars Ritual I adapted from the song 'Bartzabel' by Behemoth Original version of ritual to Bartzabel was recorded by Aleister Crowley in 1910 “Bartzabel Working” - An Evocation of the Spirit of Mars" This, my own ritual, is adapted and created by Astarte Astaroth, myself... Continue Reading →

Late August transformation with the Magus

22 August, after our online meeting Seeing myself through the Magus’ eyes… I see that I have an agenda, which is by nature limiting. It is the same, familiar one. The fix. The thing that will make me feel alive, connected to the thrilling process of life. This is based on feeling empty, disconnected, broken.... Continue Reading →

Lord Sathanas touching me

Lord Sathanas has touched me before during rituals with him. Once he touched my temple right next to my eye, and I realized later this changed my sight somehow. Today in my ritual, after I was done with opening mantras and offered praise and devotion, my body possessed leaned forward until I was bowing, bowing... Continue Reading →

I glorify Thy name, Thou Shining One

I glorify Thy name, Thou Shining One Lord of Righteousness: Spirit Sublime Lucifer, Angel of the Black Sun. I receive Thee. I embrace Thee. Thine Essence-Dark hast bathed my Soul: Baptism of the Black-Light. Thy servant am I. Thou, who art the Infernal God of Truth: Adoration I give unto Thee. Awaken those who have... Continue Reading →

Wielding divine power

I feel new. A surge of immense power. Everything has shifted. The shift that happens as a singularity in a moment of time. The shift, Eric said. The shift is the breadcrumb that goes all the way down. There was a moment. The moment when the divine presence of the entities changed from the experience... Continue Reading →

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