A record of my ascent as a theistic Satanist and black magician by Astarte Astaroth
New understanding. I connect to the currents of other magicians I know and relate to. I am not 'over here' reading their book, thinking of them 'over there.' We are connected energetically. It is a spontaneous and real linking that I can recognize, nurture and depend on. I am currently connected to the personal currents... Continue Reading →
—Art by Merlin Lightpainting on Pixabay— I do not evolve alone. Entities touch me, fill me, withdraw from me, return. In each way they teach me. They teach me what to pay attention to. They teach me what is extraneous noise. They teach me to let go of what I think it means, their interactions... Continue Reading →
A series of excerpts from "THE NECROMANCER: Path of the Descended Masters" (2021) by Conner Kendall Contained herein is a comprehensive journey of the work I underwent and am still going through over numerous years of my life as an adept. Necromancy is the path that I was warned about, its whispers and discussions left... Continue Reading →
From my conversation today with a fellow Occultist on Discord I have had some time to digest your excellent reply about your path. Yet another person I meet who was called to the path quite young. I always feel jealousy. For whatever reason, I hungered so deeply for the magic I found in books like... Continue Reading →
Art by Mateusz Twardoch - NOTE: I am bipolar and I was manic as hell on this day. When I am manic, it feels like everything I've ever wanted is dropping into place. Not that it isn't. But things look different when mundane reality eventually seeps back in a few days (or weeks) later. My... Continue Reading →
September 26, 2021 Let's get real. I am rejecting my life before now. I cut the threads when I was working with Arachne. I will trade everything about my world for magic. Is this wise? I do know that there is nothing more important to me than the things I believe I will achieve with... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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