Dream of a monstrous depth

I dreamed that I was sitting on a couch opposite B______-X. It felt so good to be chatting with him, to be treated as an equal. I felt myself lifted up, my self-worth soaring. My body was singing with the pleasure of doing something that I love. Being close to someone I greatly admire. At... Continue Reading →

Israel Regardie’s “Egyptian” version of the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram (LBRP)

Israel Regardie's "Egyptian" version of the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram posted by Musings of Gnwmythr Section One: Beginning a Ritual 1.1 Egyptian Cross 1.2 Sigils to the Quarters 1.3 Invocation of Deities 1.1 Egyptian Cross Stand facing the East, and imagine a beam of brilliant light – so brilliant you cannot discern its... Continue Reading →

Working with the Death Current

A series of excerpts from "THE NECROMANCER: Path of the Descended Masters" (2021) by Conner Kendall Contained herein is a comprehensive journey of the work I underwent and am still going through over numerous years of my life as an adept. Necromancy is the path that I was warned about, its whispers and discussions left... Continue Reading →

Death ritual meditation

I felt the call, to the bedroom, my temple. I began the ritual by opening the Necromancer book to a page with a ritual on it, and began to read it aloud. I called the dead. I remembered the dead who snapped twigs around me in the graveyard, calling them. Come to me. I called... Continue Reading →

Death Current ritual

DRUJ NASU GAV'THAA (repeated) It is I who rouse the Druj. It is I who rouse Nasu. It is I who rouse the Druj Nasu. Filth and decay, death and darkness The emanations of the dark rays of the blood moon, come. The Druj Nasu, She who dwells in the neck of Arezura The bringer... Continue Reading →

Step from myself into myself

—Art by John Reinhard Weguelin— RITUALS I have done rituals to invoke/evoke entities, initially to learn the basic skills for magic. I have continued rituals for the experience of connection and possession. But after the first few weeks in magical instruction, I stopped doing rituals for a specific purpose. Then I stopped doing rituals at... Continue Reading →

Love under will

Looking back over my recent blog posts... so many threads coming together. Feeling ambivalent, fragmented in my approach to magic. Finding my worth, in this world and beyond, as someone who has chosen to evolve. Bungling the task of wholeness. Bartering my potential for one certain outcome. The willingness, the readiness to trade away what... Continue Reading →

Just evolve

I am a black magician, a sorceress, a mage. And yet... I need not go to my altar. I need not perform any ritual besides that of looking within, and giving life and energy to that which is fueling my ascent. I am finding that my ascent is also a descent. I am born to... Continue Reading →

Mother Death

DEATH I SUMMON Death I have become. Death has become me. I cause the black earth to open its gates, for I have buried a creature of flesh within thee. The blackened putrid soul of the dead has covered and coalesced within this offering of mortal flesh, my heart. Let a single drop of death's... Continue Reading →

Grimoire: Azazel

Art by Cambion Art on Deviant Art Today I worked with Azazel for the first time. I meant to work with him last night, but I had a very intense session with Set, and decided to wait until tonight. I carved Azazel's name in the red and black candles I then lit for him. I... Continue Reading →

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