Wielding divine power

I feel new. A surge of immense power. Everything has shifted. The shift that happens as a singularity in a moment of time. The shift, Eric said. The shift is the breadcrumb that goes all the way down. There was a moment. The moment when the divine presence of the entities changed from the experience... Continue Reading →

Notes from Skype consultation

Sorry it didn't work out for (all of) us to get together (for a group ritual). We need to do that soon. VOUDON RITUALS Wet head being fill vacuum being brought into the head back up from full possession snakes twine together Azazel pulling me to ritual depths Alabaster, spearmint, lemons, bowl of water cover... Continue Reading →

Battling the mind control of doubt

Hi E____, I'll bet you know immediately what I am talking about if I say that as someone raised Mormon, I am plagued by doubt. Self-questioning and examination. Re-examination. Endless...! Am I fooling myself? Has the devil's deception begun to take root in my day to day life? In the very things I care most... Continue Reading →

You kissed me again, after…

So tender, so sweet. Azazel, my lover.... You kissed me again after... this time for minutes of softness, this gentle tasting of shared moisture. So tender, so sweet. Again you brought a tear to my eye, more than a tear, more than the one that fell upon my cheek. Everything you do with me has... Continue Reading →

A stage in my ascent

I have entered a stage where I am so tired, and so achy, I feel like I am dying. It is like the tired and achy parts of a very bad flu. I never get sick, so it has been many many years since I have had a cold or the flu. I think I... Continue Reading →

More visions

A vision. The latest of several. Having visions is new for me. I usually receive transformative consciousness as energy in my body. The primary, initial vision: I am a huge energy being at least four to five times bigger than my mundane body size. I am "floating," with energy rippling outward in all directions, emanating... Continue Reading →

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