This dream of death

I dreamed I was at a Christian worship service. The service had just ended, and people were milling around. There was about 50 people. Then I saw a man stand up, he was on the stand, and he pulled out a big silver handgun, it was huge, like a .45. No one else had seen... Continue Reading →

Working with the Death Current

A series of excerpts from "THE NECROMANCER: Path of the Descended Masters" (2021) by Conner Kendall Contained herein is a comprehensive journey of the work I underwent and am still going through over numerous years of my life as an adept. Necromancy is the path that I was warned about, its whispers and discussions left... Continue Reading →

Death ritual meditation

I felt the call, to the bedroom, my temple. I began the ritual by opening the Necromancer book to a page with a ritual on it, and began to read it aloud. I called the dead. I remembered the dead who snapped twigs around me in the graveyard, calling them. Come to me. I called... Continue Reading →

Death Current ritual

DRUJ NASU GAV'THAA (repeated) It is I who rouse the Druj. It is I who rouse Nasu. It is I who rouse the Druj Nasu. Filth and decay, death and darkness The emanations of the dark rays of the blood moon, come. The Druj Nasu, She who dwells in the neck of Arezura The bringer... Continue Reading →

Just evolve

I am a black magician, a sorceress, a mage. And yet... I need not go to my altar. I need not perform any ritual besides that of looking within, and giving life and energy to that which is fueling my ascent. I am finding that my ascent is also a descent. I am born to... Continue Reading →

Herbs and essential oils associated with death and dying

From research I am doing to create my own Death Energy/Necromantic rituals. So far I am considering these ingredients: Frankincense essential oil (masculine death energy)Myrrh essential oil (female death energy)Elderberry* tincture or essential oil (feminine death energy)Pomegranate and blackberry juice (feminine death energy)Mandrake (not for ingesting!)Dragon's blood resinBlack saltBlack soapBone brothPure collagenBone meal, blood mealGraveyard... Continue Reading →

A certain wholeness

—Art by Fulco Culto ~ A God and a Goddess Wedding— "Expectation is a prison." ~Robert Fripp It's simple really. The choice. Trade away my purpose for a tantalizing transformation into something I am not, or find my purpose, the specific transformation I am born to. I have experienced my life and who I am... Continue Reading →

Finding the Death Current within

Art by William Morris "Cache" . I am not on the road to somewhere else, to anywhere at all. I am there. I am here. What is happening is about now. Not about where I'm wanting, hoping, trying to get to. When an entity fills me with divine, subtly dissolving energy, that is about this... Continue Reading →

I cannot be forsaken

At last I see it. I was discouraged. I felt I had failed. My development through magick was meager at best. I updated my altar with Santa Muerte at the center. I am connected to the Death Current. And at last I see it. I have been trying to hang on to the feelings of... Continue Reading →

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