—Cover art from The Instant by Amy Liptrot— I am not trying to get anywhere. I have arrived. I surf the moments, the river of experience, of transformation and ascent. Only someone who could understand me... if I said I had been waiting all of my life for my life to begin... can understand what... Continue Reading →
Step from myself into myself
—Art by John Reinhard Weguelin— RITUALS I have done rituals to invoke/evoke entities, initially to learn the basic skills for magic. I have continued rituals for the experience of connection and possession. But after the first few weeks in magical instruction, I stopped doing rituals for a specific purpose. Then I stopped doing rituals at... Continue Reading →
I feel what I cannot see
I feel your love. Now and again as I go about my day. Your love and possession pulls me out of the unconscious flow of life. You wake me up. You are waking me up. You fill me with love. I know that you are with me. I know that there are many that are... Continue Reading →
Christianity is a sham
—Cover art by Fosco Culto— If you are a Christian reading my blog, your Christian mind control is about to kick in big time. You will experience the thrill of witnessing the eternal damnation of a soul! What could be more exciting? You will think that I actually am "slipping towards damnation," "giving up control... Continue Reading →
Best day ever… EVER
Art by Mateusz Twardoch - NOTE: I am bipolar and I was manic as hell on this day. When I am manic, it feels like everything I've ever wanted is dropping into place. Not that it isn't. But things look different when mundane reality eventually seeps back in a few days (or weeks) later. My... Continue Reading →
Trading in an old, limiting life agenda for what I really want
Art by Cambionart - Know thyself. This is absolutely required in order to become a magical adept. Why do I feel so shut down? Why am I in so much pain? Know thyself. I found out that the occult is real in May. I immediately realized that as someone who has been very sensitive to... Continue Reading →
Prose: Lucifer my lover
Lucifer, my lover Art by Loish on ArtStation You are here You are here inside me Like a lover You are real Everything is changing You are changing me This place inside... I feel your velvet touch Everything before now Means something different now My life was empty Death claimed me more than once Now... Continue Reading →
Mythic origins and wider context of the Qliphoth
An excerpt from "Luciferian Gnosis" by Asenath Mason From "The Sinister Path, Vol 1" by Magan Publications (2011) "The adept of the Left Hand Path seeks [through the Qliphoth] to deepen the Fall [of man] and to bring the process of destruction to the end, in order to light one's own spark of divinity in... Continue Reading →
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