A record of my ascent by Astarte Astaroth
—Cover art from The Instant by Amy Liptrot— I am not trying to get anywhere. I have arrived. I surf the moments, the river of experience, of transformation and ascent. Only someone who could understand me... if I said I had been waiting all of my life for my life to begin... can understand what... Continue Reading →
—Art by John Reinhard Weguelin— RITUALS I have done rituals to invoke/evoke entities, initially to learn the basic skills for magic. I have continued rituals for the experience of connection and possession. But after the first few weeks in magical instruction, I stopped doing rituals for a specific purpose. Then I stopped doing rituals at... Continue Reading →
I feel your love. Now and again as I go about my day. Your love and possession pulls me out of the unconscious flow of life. You wake me up. You are waking me up. You fill me with love. I know that you are with me. I know that there are many that are... Continue Reading →
—Cover art by Fosco Culto— If you are a Christian reading my blog, your Christian mind control is about to kick in big time. You will experience the thrill of witnessing the eternal damnation of a soul! What could be more exciting? You will think that I actually am "slipping towards damnation," "giving up control... Continue Reading →
Art by Mateusz Twardoch - NOTE: I am bipolar and I was manic as hell on this day. When I am manic, it feels like everything I've ever wanted is dropping into place. Not that it isn't. But things look different when mundane reality eventually seeps back in a few days (or weeks) later. My... Continue Reading →
Art by Cambionart - Know thyself. This is absolutely required in order to become a magical adept. Why do I feel so shut down? Why am I in so much pain? Know thyself. I found out that the occult is real in May. I immediately realized that as someone who has been very sensitive to... Continue Reading →
Lucifer, my lover Art by Loish on ArtStation You are here You are here inside me Like a lover You are real Everything is changing You are changing me This place inside... I feel your velvet touch Everything before now Means something different now My life was empty Death claimed me more than once Now... Continue Reading →
An excerpt from "Luciferian Gnosis" by Asenath Mason From "The Sinister Path, Vol 1" by Magan Publications (2011) "The adept of the Left Hand Path seeks [through the Qliphoth] to deepen the Fall [of man] and to bring the process of destruction to the end, in order to light one's own spark of divinity in... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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