A record of my ascent as a theistic Satanist and black magician by Astarte Astaroth
A day I have prepared for, perhaps all of my life. How I have longed to experience magic in a group setting. And the morning has come for the day of my first group ritual, the first ritual with the Coven I am being initiated into. The usual nicotine rush from my first hit of... Continue Reading →
I felt the impression to go to the cemetery, I go there sometimes to sit on a bench under a tree, where the veil between worlds is thinner. I make an offering to the spirits there, a little candle lit and some incense waived. While I was there, I saw a dark shape run across... Continue Reading →
—Estella Canziani 'Satan Awakening His Legions' (1913)— CHRISTIAN TOURISTS Christian tourists are not welcome here. Go get titillated somewhere else. Please leave and take your false god with you. Thank you. I am making a momentous decision, to join the coven of theistic Satanists that I have been working with. To decide to whether I... Continue Reading →
Satan has touched me before during rituals with him. Once he touched my temple right next to my eye, and I realized later this changed my sight somehow. Today in my ritual, after I was done with opening mantras and offered praise and devotion, my body possessed leaned forward until I was bowing, bowing to... Continue Reading →
Lord. Lord Satan. I partake of you. You are my sacrament. Lord. Lord Satan. If you will give this to me. If this is your gift... To fill me magic, with the real, and continuous, and FULL delight of complete soul transformation... to possess me as the genesis and development of my divinity, of my... Continue Reading →
I sat down to do a "ritual" with Satan. Ultimate minimalism. I lit the red candles, low and exquisite light. I said nothing. I only waited. What would happen? As I waited, I felt the intense trance start that I had the first couple of times I worked with Satan. So intense it was so... Continue Reading →
I glorify Thy name, Thou Shining One Lord of Righteousness: Spirit Sublime Lucifer, Angel of the Black Sun. I receive Thee. I embrace Thee. Thine Essence-Dark hast bathed my Soul: Baptism of the Black-Light. Thy servant am I. Thou, who art the Infernal God of Truth: Adoration I give unto Thee. Awaken those who have... Continue Reading →
Today I further contemplated my wonderful ritual last night with Lord Satan, with the following added insights. Lord Satan showed me that there is a continuous "path" from my world to his. From the shore of my world, across the waters of the sacred realms, (like the mystical passage to the Island of Avalon), into... Continue Reading →
I sat down at my altar with no plan. Ave Satanas I began to repeat in my mind. Soon I felt the sensation I felt last time with Lord Satan: my entire chest cavity gets a cool feeling, and I feel a strange sensation like the pressure there is lessening, like there is more room... Continue Reading →
Twilight in the Underworld 
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